Gurl ENvey

grrr the whole prego world is havin gurls and i want one so bad. All this blu is drivin me nuts lol. It makes me half tempted to start trying 4 a gurl lol and russell is ok with that, Is he nuts i need someone to back me off this ideal lol. I want dresses and bows and cute lil shoes. Tea partys and dress up. I've lost my ever loving mind have i not. SUMONE PLEASE SNAP ME OUTTA IT. FYI im goin on a diet watch out world they always make me super mad and crazy

what a weekend lol

so friday was fun. It was Robbys birthday. I can not belive he is 2 .So we went with my MIL to see a friend whos lil gurl is 3 we all went and had lunch at zaxbys Yummy lol. Then we went to walmart where robby decided to use the big boy potty 4 the 1st time (sorry if thats tmi). Then we went back to my in laws so robby could rest for his big night. After that Russell, Robby, my FIL MIL and SIL plus me and my mom dad and sis went to play time pizza he had a blast or should i say we. lol there were so many cool games. then yesterday i got up went shopin and thenhung out with my MIL most of the day. it was fun. We got davis this for Holloween. He looks so cute. We also got the rest of the stuff for Robbys Nemo party lol. then i came home and watched movies with russ. it was gr8 then this morning we got up and went to church we had not been in a couple weeks and i have really missed it.

my thursday (a lil l8)

Ok so i did not blog last night like i wanted to so here i go. Yesterday was oh so fun (not really) I woke up and ate then at about 9:30 i got the eurge to clean the house so i worked on it non-stop till 5. Then we had dinner at russells parents and watched super natural. FYI they finely brought angels and God into the pic. I have a feeling this season is gonna be awsome. Well today is Robbys 2nd birthday. I can not belive he is 2 already. dont forget his party is next saterday. Oh any one wanna go to the mall lol i've only got the baby and would love to get outta the house

grown

So as of today i finely feel like a grown up mom, and not so much a teenage mom lol. I know that sounds odd so let me explain. I don not have 2 relie on other people to make shur my kids get to the dr. I for the first time took my kids 2 the dr on my own. I am really happy about this. The next big step for me is my GED.

ok so here is the update on the baby. He is now over 2 feet long, and is 15lbs 3oz i know can you belive it he is only 2 months and less then a foot shorter then his 2 year old brother and over half as heavy. His heart murmer is gone, Thank God, and thanks to all ya'll who were prayin for that. he had 5 shots :( it was so sad.

Robby is 27lbs and had 2 shots lol.

So i had a gr8 day. I woke up and got the boys 2 the dr at 10. Then i went with Russells mom 2 have lunch with his grand parents. Then we stoped by hannas becuz i told robby we would if he was good at the dr. then we went to the mall where we met up with Robby god mother Kristy and dillion (her and clintons son) then russell came we walked around the mall for a couple hours. we found robby this http://images.halloweenexpress.com/images/imagecache/200-300-CC00034.jpg

he loved it so much he did not want to take it off lol. so i think he is gonna get it. so then we ended up runnin into a few ppl i knew from school who were at one time good friends Aaron, Kat, and April. We hung out then i came home what a really good day!!!

Happy Happy Joy Joy

I'm so happy. Russell has started his new job, it will pay 2 times as much plus has the crazyest best benifits i've ever seen. I think it will be gr8 4 us. They help with day care so if i decide 2 go to school soon that will really help alot. Havin my dl really makes me feel grown, finely. I even got on the inerstate saterday!! Im very proud of myself for that. It was alot easyer then i thought it would be. So I caught a cat fist thatwas over 10lbs sunday no joke ask nate russ or meg. I feel like a tru outdoors men lol. Ill be shur to post pix asap. guess i should update yall on the boya huh lol.

Robby will be 2 friday as you all no. I'm really excited. He is so smart. He knows most his colors, half his letters, can count to 5, and spell his name. He also can tell you mommys name is Rhonda and Papas is Randy. He learned to say "i dont know" this weekend and it is to cute. The phrase he uses the most right now is "hold bubba" he love to hold and help feed his baby brother.

Well davis is now 2 months old. He is cooin gigglein and smiling all the time. He is tryin to roll over really hard. He is still sleeping though the night. Yes i know i'm truely blessed. Last month at the dr she said he had a heart murmmer but not 2 worry it should be got by this month so we willsee at the dr in the morning. He is such a daddys boy lol.

I did it

So we went to court and its all done Robby is now a smiley!!!!! Russell and i could not be happier. Then guess what i went to get...

Im super excited. Its about time i got it lol. So after this April and I went to wal mart and Koles and then tonight i'm goin 2 her house when she gets outta school so she can sho me how to do my hair this way i wanna learn how. Then we are goin to the SHHS and NLRHS football game should be fun.

wow not as bad as it could have been

Okay so i went to koles last night 2 get an outfit for court and i saw elain again. I would have just nvr said a thing but i was lookin at this shirt on a rack and when i looked up she was on the other side of the rack adn looked up and saw me. I just said"Hi Elaine." and she said "hi" and that was it. I manged to hold the tears in till we were checkin out.BUt i was really hurt that after 12 year of bein best friends when we meet all that is said is a simple hi. I just dont get it.

Who's onmy mind

This is one of my best friends ever he is in Iraq. As of today he has been there 5months and 7days fighting for our country. Its so crazy 7 years ago today we knew what happened was a big deal but nvr knew it would affect us so much. Its really hard to have ppl you care about on the otherside of the world fightin a war. I pray every night that he makes it home. I all to often have nightmares about whats happenin 2 him. I can not even watch war movies without thinkin of him and startin to cry. So today will you remember to pray for clinton his wife and 6month old son and all our troops and they familys for all they do

Whats been up.

Well its been pretty busy around here. Robby will be turnin 2 this month and we have started planin a party. I can not belive my lil one is gonna be two, he is growin up so fast. On the topic of him growin up Russell and I have started lookin up private schools for the boys. We are really lookin at little rock christian academy and arkanasa baptist. I can not belive year after next he starts school. It is totaly insane.

Okay so also we go to court the 18th for the adoption. We are all so excited about that, I'm just prayin Ryan does not show up. I'm scared to death of bein around him even if its the court house. Um Russell also starts his new better payin job the 23rd. We are pretty shur that it will pay nuff for me to go back to school!!! I just have to make up my mind what for and where lol. And last and the most scarey part Monday the 22nd im takin my drivin test lol. So look out cuz ill be on the road lol. well i hope yall are doin gr8. g2g MWAZ

Look how sweet and big he is

Davis is growin to but this is a pic of him at like 3 weeks