LIfe with 2

I've been havin alot of trouble dealin with my new life. Havin two lil boys in diapers is hard. There is always cryin and screamin, mine included. Not to mention Robby has deff hit the terrible twos. I'm runnin on next to no sleep, and hardly have time 2 eat. I know I'll get the hang of this one day.
So my 20th birthday is sat and I'm so not lookin forward to it. I have not been big on birthdays since i was like 13. I did not want to make a deal out of this but Russell does so I'm lettin him throw me a lil party/BBQ.
Okay so I'm thinkin about goin back to school next year for one of two things Nursing or my dream workin on my fire sci degree. Yeah I'm a loser but i still want to be a paid ff. well g2g kids cry love yall