my dress

so kelly is doing show us your life and this week is ur weddin dress so here is mine. i dont have any really good ones of just my dress. But i love this dress I almost didnt have it. Since russ and i did the whole wedding planing and get married thing in a month and a half I was in a rush to get a dress. I found one i liked but did not love at davids, since i needed it so fast i had to get sumthing of the rack. I was not 100% happy but i was dealin i really didnt care what i was wearin as long as i was marryin my baby lol. so on the way to pick up that dress we stopped by a cute lil shop i had heard good things about. I tried on this dress and fell in love with it. so we ordered it. I was a mad mess leadin up 2 the wedding becuz my dress did not come in till the monday b4 the wedding and It was not ready for me to get till that thursday. We picked it up on our way outta town 2 eureka springs for the wedding.

my dont list

1) i dont text. I did for ever but now im dont have it any more.
2) I dont like for ppl who dont have kids to tell me how to raise mine
3) I dont go by the book when it comes to my kids. I am a layed back mom Ive done it my way so far and my kids are just fine
4) I dont enjoy having to fight with ppl becuz they go against my wishes for my kids.
5) I dont handel most emotion well at all.
6) I dont watch So you think you can dance I hate and i mean hate that show it bugs the crap outta me.
7) Idont clean everyday like i should
8) I dont cook on fridays, sundays.
9) I dont to laundry unless I have nothing left to wear

Happy Birthday Davis

So today my lil man is one. The last year has flown by. I can not belive it. I just wanted to post this its all my fav pix of him from this last year. he is gonna wake up any min and want a snack so maybe ill post more l8er.

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Right now Im pretty pissed. Im so sick of ppl who are suppose to be my friend who ive been nothing but a good loyal friend to stabin me in the back. Im sick of dealin with it. It happens to me again and again. a ppl wounder why the hell i put up walls and push ppl away

words so true

This season of your life is like no other.
It is short and sweet and will be gone
before you know it.

Life itself is short, but the days of baby are even shorter.
In the twinkling of a moment, your baby's gurgles and coos
will turn into words, and those tiny fingers will wrap
themselves around a sippy cup rather then the tip of your
finger. And all too soon, those precious toes you play
"this little piggy" with today will challenge you to
a chase.

Today is the day to savor the moments...
to slow down and enjoy
the gift you've given and the one who gave it.
Let all the other stuff wait it's turn
because today belongs to baby.

bluhhh

So im super stressed tryin to make shur We have every thing ready for Davis' party sat. Even tho it seems like next to noone will be there. I seem to throw the worst partys cuz no one ever shows up. idk. Anywho I can not belive that a week from tom. my lil man will be one. Where has the time gone? He is getting so big. We plan on tking him to get his first hair cut sat before his party. You can bet your last dollar that ill be cryin. Also I think he has decided now that he prefers walkin to crawlin. Its so cute the way he waddels around the house. And boy is he talkin he has a few things he says all the time They are... wheres dada? I need that. I want some. NoNO. he also learned how to climb outta his play pen the other day. I hope he does not start gettin outta his bed becuz once he starts that its time for a big boy bed. And speakin of big boy beds we found the perfect bed for him and robby. Its so gr8 ive nvr seen bunkbeds with stairs instead of a ladder. Plus we can use all the drawers a davis dresser.

So we had a gr8 weekend. Russell worked sat so i just chilled out and watched tv with davis. Then when russ got home we went to on the border. I love that place. Then we went to garden ridge and I got a prenatal platies(sp) dvd for 25cents. I plan on statin to do it today. Any of u preggys wanna join me. after that we went to the giant hanks fine furniture and mor store. That place i huge it took us almost 2 hours to look at it all. Then after that my hunny took me to coldstone. I love that place but had not been there in over a year. It was so yummy. We then came home and watched a lil tv. Then off to bed we went. We woke up sundaynot knowin what to do it was soodd not havin to get up and get ready for and out the door. So we set in our bed and played with davis for a while then I decided I needed and I mean needed a muffin. So we got dressed and went to community bakery for breakfest. I had nvr been there and oh did i love it. It was heaven on earth for this preggy lol. We have decided to make it our spot for sunday mornings. so if you ever wanna join us just let m know. Then we went and drove around for a while lookin at all the big pretty old houses out in the ghetto and I saw central high for the 1st time. Its sad ive lived so close to it almost all my life and had only seen in in movie and my textbooks. It isa very petty school. then we went and got the robby roo and had lunch with russells parents and gand parents. Then took his mom to show her the bed. She liked it. And so did lil robby. then Russ and I took the kids and her back to her house and went and picked up a christms gift for the boys. We wanted to get this for robby this last year but it was $300 but when i went to toys-r-us friday i noticed it was on sale for $80 so we went and picked up the last one. i can not wait 2 see his face he loved playin with this at the store. then we went to church and eded the day with drive thur dinner.

dinner with an old friend

this is laura she and I use to be best friends my 10th grade year. I had not talked to her since then pretty much except and email here or there. Tonight we went out for dinner just the 2 of us. It was so fun. We just talked abou old times and caught each other up on what ppl from high school are upto now. it is hard to belive its been like 5 years since the ofus hung out. I feel like time is just flyin these days

Blog HOP

so I have decided to start taking place in a weekly blog hop. It sounds like tons of fun plus this way you know you will get at least 1 post a week from me. This week is your fav pic week so here is mine




I love this becuz it is our 1st fam photo. I had to wait month and beg to get some this so fits our fam. The river behind us and robby with a stick. I just love it

Wow really

So I have really been thinkin birthdays lately. Davis' is in 20 days. I can not belive my sweet lil boy is turning one. I have so much to do to get ready for his party. Ive got to get invites out asap. Also Ive been thinkin about my birtday. I am in shock that next month Ill be 21. Back in my wild party days i could not wait for this birthday and now its comin up and im like "holy cow where has the time gone." I mean here I am comin up on that last big one Ive looked forward to all my life. I can not belive what all ive been though in these last 21 years. Im so very thankfull to have lived to see this point. To be honest its amazing I have. I doubt had I not gotten preggers with Robby that i would have lived to see today. I was on a very dangerus path at that point. I was on the edge of slippin back into old habits that had almost killed me time and time again.