MY ups and downs

Okay so here are a list of things makin me down...
1. Clinton is in iraq
2. I'm not so good at handeling 2
3. Elain aint talked to me in over a year
4. Money is always so tight
5.I have hardly any friends any more
6. the couple I do have i nvr get to see
7.I suck at makin new ones
8. Im always stuck in the house
9. MY milk supply has droped and i dont think i'll be able 2 keep breatfeedin davis long
10. robby is almost 2
11.My mother cuts me down and makes me feel like a bad wife

what cheers me up
1. clinton comes home in oct for mid tour
2.i have the best hubby,
3.janet and i plan 2 spend at least an hour together a week
4.my boys are both healthy
5. MY CHURCH.

oh yeah pix of the baby

Me ready to push

Russ tellin me I can do this


Here he is all 11lbs 3oz

Mommy mets baby

looks at that cutie

Gettin looked over

Russell holds his son for the 1st time.

LIfe with 2

I've been havin alot of trouble dealin with my new life. Havin two lil boys in diapers is hard. There is always cryin and screamin, mine included. Not to mention Robby has deff hit the terrible twos. I'm runnin on next to no sleep, and hardly have time 2 eat. I know I'll get the hang of this one day.
So my 20th birthday is sat and I'm so not lookin forward to it. I have not been big on birthdays since i was like 13. I did not want to make a deal out of this but Russell does so I'm lettin him throw me a lil party/BBQ.
Okay so I'm thinkin about goin back to school next year for one of two things Nursing or my dream workin on my fire sci degree. Yeah I'm a loser but i still want to be a paid ff. well g2g kids cry love yall

finely

well william is finely here after 11 hours of labor and an hour and 14 mins of pushing. he was born monday the 21st at 10:44pm. He was 11lbs 3oz and 23in long. I'm lovin havin him here. Today is our 1st day home and so far so good g2g cook breakfast 4 the rooster love yall

monday

okay so i will be induced 7am monday

owwwe

Okay so i woke up this morning really hurtin and i am wondering if this lil boy might have decided he wants 2 come on his own before they make him. idk tho we will wait and see

this time next week

I had an amazing trip to the dr this am. Liz says I'm now a 2 and that if i need to come back monday if i have not deliverd and if i'm a 3 she will con one of the drs into inducing me most likely tue. I'm so excited the thought that this time next week we will be holding lil william davis smiley is amazing. God knows I have been ready to have him for ever.