a lil depressed i wont lie

do u remember when this was not our war. it belonged 2 the grown ups we nvr once thought it would last so long we didnt care cuz football was more fun when we would lay down at nite
our biggest concernwas that test or who might be talkin smack now look at us when i close my eyes i pray so hard for you that god would keep you and you will be safe till this year is over and i can see your face i ask him why, why must you be in such a place. in my dreams i see the bombs and here the screams and to me they are all you. Every story on the war brings the tears becuz i no your in the middel of it all. How everyone eles is copeing i have no clue are they all like me they pretend to be okay but deep down they cry. for 6 years you have been right here you know my dreams hopes and fears you have wiped away so many tears but now your a world away where there is death hate decay your bein a hero fightin for what you belive but still i cry what if you dont make it back what if my son never gets to see his god father again what if i lose my bestest who will i turn to when its one of those thing or when the past starts to catch up with me. Your the only person who knows it all and who was there for me i need you. I dont want u in iraq i hate it i hate not knowin i hate the fear i hate the dreams and i hate the truth. so when this year is over ill hugg you and be glad to have my best friend my brother back.