A DATE I WISH I HAD FORGOT

14 YEARS AGO I STEPPED ON TO A SOFTBALL FILD SCARED TO DEATH. NOT REALLY WANTING TO BE THERE. AN HOUR AND A HALF LATER I STEPPED OFF THAT FILD WITH A NEW FRIEND. HER NAME ELAINE. OUR FRIENDSHIP GREW LIKE WILD FIRE AND NEXT THING I KNOW WE ARE "BEST FRIENDS FOR EVER" WE SPENT SO MANY HOURS TOGETHER AND HAD SO MANY GR8 TIMES SHARED SO MANY 1STS AND FEARS AND DREAMS AND TEARS. NOW HERE I AM AND I HAVE NOT TALKED TO HER IN GOIN ON 2 YEARS EXCEPT FOR THAT ON TIME I SAID "HI ELAINE" I DONT NO Y I HURT SO BAD OVER THE LOSE OF THIS FRIEND BUT I DO. SO WHEN I THINK IM HEALED OF THE PAIN IM PROVIN WRONG A SILLY PIC OR A STUPID DATE LIKE TODAY SNEAK UP ON ME. AND IM A SOBBIN MESS. U NO WHAT I REMEMBER 2DAYS DATE 4 IT WAS THE 1ST TIME SHE CAME OVERTO MY HOUSE. DAMNIT I H8 REMEMBERIN D8S LIKE I DO