one month a lil late

So Ive put off Logans one month post till today becuz we had his checkup. He is now 22.5in and 9lbs 9oz. His urin test came back negative we are still waitin in the blood test but this is a good sign. He was put on soy formula intill we know for shur. He can already hold his head very well. He is also rollin on to his side when you lay him down. When you hold him he will just look at you and will smile. Russ jas even gotten him to giggle a couple times. Its also time to move on from breat feeding, I dont really want to but with the two big boys Its just hard I need the fast and easy way. Not to mention that despite constant pumpin my milk supply has drop big time again. It did this with the 1st two at about this time too. I Also can not take the pain any more, my poor nipples are so cracked and raw they bleed. Thus is from the pump. I wish i could get logan to latch on again but he refuses to. Im gonna give it one more week to try and get him back at it then if he still wont take it we are gonna go to all formula. The big ones have adjusted to havin a baby in the house so well. Since logan is now sleepin though the night on most nights im ready to move him to his own room but we have to wait on my dad to help fix the big boys bed first.i wanna leave you with the only pic ive gotten of logans smile yet, its really bad becuz i took it with my phone while we were layin in bed "talkin"

my tree is up

so manday we got our tree up. I have choosen to use blue and silver for our tree and I think Its awsome I could not get just the right pic so here are the 3 not so perfect ones.

please pray

Im a nervus wreak. Today I was standin in sams waitin for my daddy who was in the back to meet me up front for pizza when my phone rang. I looked at it and to my surprise I see its the boys docter. I pick it up and its our nurse. She tells me that one of Logans newborn screens has come back abnormal. This is the last thing I wanted to hear since all the things they test for are a bog deal. I can not help it I start cryin standing there alone in sams. My dad comes up to find me a sobbing mess. So this afternoon we took him to have his blood taken and to let them colect some pee. We wont know anything for up to 2 weeks. They think he may have galactosemia a very rare (occurs in about one in 50,000 - 60,000 births)genetic metabolic disorder. It can kill a child if it goes untreated and even with treatmentthere continues to be a high incidence of long-term complications involving speech and language, fine and gross motor skill delays and specific learning disabilities. Im not dealing with this possibility as well as russ and would really love any prayer we can get right now. Im prayin this test comes back normal.

our new fav song.

So the other day we heard this song on K love and it is now a fav of the whole fam. Robby wants to hear it every 2 mins and asked me if it could be his night night music. When davis is just bein crazy it calms him down. It also puts logan right to sleep. Me i just love it. so i wanted to share it

the boys 1st pic together

this is the 1st pic of all our boys together, thw big boys are makin shur the baby is okay

Im pretty shur this is just for me now.

I had given alot of thought to closin the blog since i seem to have lost all my readers but then I thought about it and decided Id keep it just for me and maybe one day ppl will read it again.

oh boys

Well its been a week since i updated. Last week was really crazy. Tue we found out Russ had gotten the flu. So he was not able to help me with the baby at all untill they cleared him friday. We finely got outta that er after 7 hours. the swellin was nothing but we found out my insicion was becoming infected so I was given an antibiotic. i spent the week tryin my hardest to stay away from the hubby and take care of logan, But he did not sleep well so I was outta it. Then friday we went back to the dr logans billi levels were droppin and he had gained 3oz in 3 days. We were were very happy. We will go back at the end of the week to see if he has gaotten back up to birth wieght. I also got my staples out friday. They told me n break down so no bending,sweeping, mopping vaccuming. And not to use my tummy mussles. So its been really hard I keep forgetting and come the afternoon i regreat it. Im very very sore. The big boys are finely home, im finding it hard to take care of all 3 of them at once. I have managed to avoid a break down so far. Ill have help soon so its okay. I gotta go feed the big ones now.